Fuck This Guy

i havent wanted to beat a dudes ass in a long time man but i guess god just thinks its not for me to have a nice peaceful life. also for the vast majority of the people here in san jose theyre pretty cool. i mean there are a couple people who are weird or not my cup of tea but they arent annoying enough for me to hate or dislike. they also never did anything to me, so i have no reason to do anything to them. until one day……

it all started friday night……. the last hour of work was torture cause i moved back to the task that i hate the most. like all fridays i was really looking forward to the weekend. to make things better when i got home there was a hang out going on within my apartment complex. so i was sitting there talking and eating the burrito i bought when someone asked the dude that lived there if he had asthma after seeing an inhaler on the table. i jokingly said “naw, he stole it. and since the dude had asthma you know he out ran him”. then this dude said something about “oh you think its funny to make fun of people with asthma”. i thought he was just messing around so i just ignored him like i do with a lot of people when they say nothing significant. but he kept at at until i looked at him and said the same thing. i just stared at him for a bit then looked away but he kept at it saying ‘yeah thats right. dont you ever make fun of people with asthma again”. hmm i guess he has asthma and got raped as a kid or some shit while they made fun of his asthma or something……

you know i would be ok with everything except for the fact that at the end he thought he was a fucking big shot and thought i wouldnt do anything when i looked away. i always had a feeling that he was a bit annoying but never enough for me to hate him or anything, just kinda had a feeling. but now its a whole other story. no one talks to me like that; ima fuck this guy up. during the rest of the night i was trying to not get on this dudes bad side, like a bitch. but after thinking about it a bit more im like “hell no! fuck that, ima kill this dude”.

i already decided that next time he fucks with me ima kill him as long as we’re not in public. im really thinking about fucking with him just so that he can think hes a big shot again and stand up for himself (thinking i wont do shit like last time) then ill put him in his fucking place. i hella just picture it like i calmly walk over, move everything out of the way, maybe put my glasses on the table, and sock him in the fucking face. followed by some devastating ground and pound. if i see a choke super early im not gonna take it i have to rough him up; thats my goal. also ill feel bad beating on an unconscious man. hmm, after thinking about it…… it might get broken up hella quick. i hope that doesnt happen. im also contemplating asking him how much his computer costs next time he pisses me off. then id kindly give over the money grab his computer and smash it against fucking the wall. then he’d get all butt hurt then i can kill him. two birds with one stone

i even talked to my dad about it and hes really trying to convince me not to do it. saying ill go to jail and shit. i mean i seriously doubt it but i understand wheres hes coming from. it worries me a tadddd but you know at some point you cant just let motherfuckers like this think their all tough and shit. he does know a lot of people that know me and he might know that i share a room with my roommate. i mean im hella confident when it gets to the ground but if i cant get there im not confident very much so im kinda thinking about asking my roommate to help me with everything. but yeah this guys gonna get it sooner or later. i think im so filled with hatred because of the fact that hes a nobody (unlike a boss or roommate) and because he actually did something to me

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